i wish i were a princess...

i wish i were a princess... no wonder for a girl like me to wonder about it because i live in a small house near the field.. we always harvest foods at the garden, worry about the money for tomorrow.. always get envious by the new dresses of my cousins and friends... you know...things like a poor girl like me could wonder about and think that it will never be mine.. i always ask myself, "why do i have to deserve this?".. it's like, i'm tired of always budgeting my money this day for my daily recess and lunch.. i can't take this...

when i wake up in the morning, i always do my household chores.. sweeping the floor, the dusty floor, the never-ending dusty floor that it will never be clean forever.. wahs the dishes, the dirty dishes which i am tired of washing... i just can't take it..

whenever i see the business plan of my father, i thought to myself, "will it work?". "who will buy mushrooms for their dinner?". people around me always wanted pork, fish and chicken for their dinner, lunch and breakfast.. becauase we're so influenced by the Americans who came here decades ago..

i ever wonder, will i be able to splurge my money to buy this and that? will i be able to buy whatever i see in the magazines? hayy...

i wish i were really a princess...